Never Lucky

Every girl I’m in love with, is always at the wrong time, even we both have a connection, Story of my life…. Think I’ve unlocked an achievement in my life now: Never Lucky..
For those who are in a relationship, please.. Cherish it.. You are very lucky. You’ve earned it. You have no idea how hard it is to get one. Some people like me, no matter how hard we try, we just never get the girl.. I don’t have a pretty face.. I’m too nerdy and gentle that girls think I’m a secret box. Yes, I know almost every close female friend’s secrets.. Hell, I can almost switch my career to counselling or being a wish fountain or a punch sandbag. They find me whenever they are sad, depressed and having a hard time. I just make them feel better. And I know better… Been abused when I was a kid, been through hard times, got rejected, being used, broke up… 
I’m not complaining, I just want to get something off my chest.. I’m not those guys who whine about being friendzoned because I never tell the girl how I feel… No, I have balls to tell.. I tried many times.. But they are always taken… Funny thing is, a few girls actually have a feeling towards me and would really want to be with me. But what’s the point of that when they are already taken… I just stand down and leave her be and wish her happy… Maybe they just said it to make me feel better or Maybe I’m too pussy to grab her from other guys, but it’s just not my style… Or maybe I’m not trying hard enough..
I have a mixed feelings about this.. I’m sad that no matter how much I put my effort, luck is always not on my side.. On the other hand, I’m starting to accept my fate that I will never get the girl.. I’m starting to deal with it but yet, it hurts..

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About Royce

A person who likes to think and think a lot... I like hanging out at places that is peaceful and quiet(which helps thinking). I draw and I write blogs occasionally. Feel free to look around in my little world. You might find something you like!
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